IFSC and CoM halted until further notice

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I am halting IFSC and the Culture of Music until further notice.

Why? I'm going to be open here:

I'm still in a bubble on my own, and I don't want to get out, because I'm afraid.
Afraid of speaking to other people, to do as I would like to do it, but I'm keeping up this sherade of happy type, while I'm a wreck on the inside.
I love how all of you have supported me, but I just can't do it.

I'm still considering leaving these forums, as I don't want to put you up with my sadness, and/or bother you with it, and also considering closing my contests.
Everything currently is against me: No job, mad parents each second, not a lot of friends.
I just feel lonely, and I wish it could change, but it won't for a long time.

My life's a wreck and I still consider ''quitting'' an option, sorry to say.

I hope you can understand this.

[Ser Pounce]

I dont know what you mean by quitting but I hope you get better and realize that whatever's wrong in your life is temporary and will get better
Dont worry about the contests, they're not important and we're here to support if you need
Be strong

[Vaios]

So many dreams and .... POOF!

[ESCIliasMANL (Inactive)]

Ik ben er voor je dus als er iets is zal ik mijn best doen om je te helpen.
Sad that you close the contest but your life is for sure more important i will always support your contests ♥
I also had years like this but after that you come out much stronger remember how hard it is there are always people with worse lifes wees altijd blij met wat je nu hebt

[Deleted]

I did not say I have closed my contests.

[ESCIliasMANL (Inactive)]

Sept 5, 2013 14:20:43 GMT 1 @theragingfalcon said:

I did not say I have closed my contests.

I know but you say considering closing !

[Deleted]

Considering: Yes indeed.

[Deleted]

^If you think you need it for yourself, do it. But here are many people who will support you and don't want your contest(-s) to be closed